Saturday, September 27, 2014

Letter to my Future Husband 

Where in the heck of the universe are you hiding? Why there seems to be an endless quest of meeting you? 


True love waits…and it’s always worth the wait…and so they say! D
o you believe on that? Well, I do because I have no choice but to continue believing that true love really exists somewhere beyond the blue horizon.

Oh! That futuristic “the one”. Just how long this waiting period would really end?  When will circumstances and destiny conspire and allow my path and that of my future husband to collide?

You know, I’ve never been into any relationship before, not even a date! I don’t know how it happened but I just wake up one day and it’s already 2014 haha!

While girls at my age changed boyfriends as fast as they changed profile pictures in their FB account, I am yet to discover how it would feel like being on a first date where you have to lock stares with someone and listen to your heartbeat and wait for the whole universe to explode because that someone takes your breath away.

Sounds absurd isn’t it? But maybe I belonged to the long-forgotten generation of women who seems destined to meet their future husband only on the wedding day (sigh!).

It’s a hell long story and the road to the future might be as bleak as the possibility of trekking Mount Everest, but I am willing to wait, stretch the fiber of my patience a little longer and forget those sinister thoughts of sailing into the sunset of my life-alone. Heaven forbids!  

It might take a lifetime to wait for that ultra-elusive “the one”, but I know it’s worth the wait and I believe God prepares someone wonderful for me.

Once I wrote a poetic letter to my soul mate (haha!) to hopefully speed up his journey from wherever he is right now, whether he is stuck somewhere in the North Pole or stranded in the South Pacific Sea, I am wishing that letter has finally reach his hiding place.

But months had passed and the road of meeting that mysterious soul mate is still obscure as the story of the existence of aliens.
Oh God! Why it takes so long for that special someone to cross my path? Why there’s so much delay? Where did all those prospects go? Why they did not dash towards me? But then again, I have no reason to complain as everything happens according to God’s will, and I believe that His time is always perfect.

After that letter to my soul mate I guess it’s time to make a follow up to make my pleading a little more intense and edgy and because wasting time is no longer a humorous idea for someone like me who is on the verge of losing patience, I will proceed writing a letter to my future husband to make it clear that I am no longer amused with all these disruptions and delays. 

Maybe destiny will finally listen this time and give me a priority ticket ^___^

I am not losing hope, I know someone is just somewhere and someday in God’s time, he will find me.

Dear future husband,

I know there are countless reasons why God allowed me to wait because there’s you, somewhere and just waiting for God’s signal to proceed with your journey and reach me in the intersection of life. I am willing to wait even if it will take forever because I don't want anybody else other than you! 

I wish you are tall so that I can tiptoe and reach your neck, feel your breathing and caress your ears. I always imagine a fulfilling life with you, with kids to nurture and a family to take care, exchanging beautiful stories that unfold in a day, sharing dreams that might never happen.

With you I can hear beautiful melodies, soft as the afternoon breeze in a cool windy road and warm as the bright morning sunshine. With you I am not afraid to face the world, to face my fears and overcome my shortcomings.

Thinking of you makes me chuckle and turn my world so beautiful and inspiring.

I know you are the other side of me, as if seeing myself in a mirror, I know we shared the same interests, the same passion because that’s what true love is all about.

I would just imagine how beautiful life it should be with you, maybe we could laugh at the corniest and weirdest stories we would heard somewhere. I am very grateful I did not settle with somebody else before and wait for you instead.

I cannot wait the day to finally meet you, pat your back towards the end of a tiring day.  I am looking forward to be with you on an adventure, go somewhere, spend precious moments walking on a beach, wait for the sunset to come, sit by the shoreline and listen to the tender splashing of the waves.  That precious day where I could face my fears that even climbing a mountain or taking on a zip line scares me to death I don’t have to worry because you’re there and I am confident you will hold me.

But until then, until that beautiful moment, I will patiently wait.

Eternally Yours,

Me, the other side of you ^___^ (Oh God please listen to my prayers this time)

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