Happiness is simply, an attitude of the mind...but what if agony still prevails?
Last week, no, I would not start spurting despair and disappointment again but it really had some kick to my self-esteem. I know there's nothing wrong with me and the other party, it's just that I am not desirable, so I stop there.
It was just a simple request yet deliberately turned down. Why I always received this kind of return?Is this what I deserved after all?But why if somebody asked for some favor or request for something, I could not say no.
It's just so disappointing to find out that I was not valued. I am being used and exploited!And this is painful. I felt so useless.